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5d18af No.1896543
You'll never shine if you don't glow.
4e8cff No.1896555
I can't believe Goggles would betray me like this
1a3d95 No.1896557
*Screams outside ur window at 3 a.m *
5d18af No.1896563
>>1896555
It says no Squidd'ies'. We're allowed to have one.
4e8cff No.1896564
I can't believe Goggles would fucking betray me like this.
660db7 No.1896566
>>1896556
wow gay
>>1896560
gimme good website to reread punpun, my shit got flagged on my chrome
29117d No.1896567
betrayal is inevitable. single-minded devotion is unwise
5d18af No.1896568
>>1896567
Is that why you've lost your wife?
1f5ede No.1896569
3233fa No.1896573
>>1896565
canaan is trapped in the old thread.
1f5ede No.1896580
>>1896576
god you're a faggot
29117d No.1896581
>>1896573
and this is relevant
d5af2c No.1896582
660db7 No.1896583
>>1896581
Girl on the shore is such a good manga!!!!!!!
2d7d73 No.1896584
>>1896573
Okay well clearly I'm still an idiot.
>>1896575
Oh, one of those chink GoPro clones. Did you set it to overwrite old video files? Tried swapping a bigger MicroSD? Or just another MicroSD in general?
>>1896576
Its not all that bad tbh
3233fa No.1896585
29117d No.1896588
>>1896583
would it upset you to know i hadnt a clue it was from a manga?
d5af2c No.1896589
>>1896584
no, it isn't
but I'm wholly undeserving
genetic wise and just being a shit human being
1f5ede No.1896590
660db7 No.1896591
>>1896588
Nah you're fine, but you have good accidental taste!!!
Girl on the shore is an A+ mango
29117d No.1896593
>>1896591
wow, wonder what other nuggets of gold i have in this random folder labeled "clean this shit up"
1ebb8d No.1896594
>>1896584
it's been overwriting old video files for years
I'll try another SD
but honestly I opened the SD card slot and the inside looks fuckin warped, probably from sitting in a hot car year round
29117d No.1896595
and yet luka will still not have me... the world is full of mysteries
1f5ede No.1896597
>>1896595
luka is going to be my heal slut tomorrow
2d7d73 No.1896598
>>1896587
Selling my S14 was a mistake...
>>1896589
See, that's what I thought about myself too up until recently but by some bullshit I managed to get a coworker of mine interested me and we've been dating for like a month now... I dunno dude, shit can happen and flip your life around before you know it.
>>1896594
Yeah. Chances are the MicroSD is fucked from constantly being rewritten to (the fatal flaw in flash memory tech and the reason I'm still scared to use and SSD as the only storage disk in a computer)
1f5ede No.1896600
>>1896599
its okay other asriel anon, i like you, even if you are a living trash person i will give you (careful) hugs
1f5ede No.1896604
>>1896602
let me know when you figure it out then.
>>1896601
oh luka, hit me with your mercy heal beam~~
2d7d73 No.1896605
>>1896603
My old project car. 1997 Nissan 240SX, S14 generation. Blew up 3 motors in that fucking thing before I sold it as an empty shell to someone who ended up fucking destroying it and just buying another Nissan S chassis shell to abuse once more.
;_;
e9e6df No.1896606
>>1896604
I think that'll have to be left to you.
2d7d73 No.1896607
Also I have work in like 5 hours so I'm fucking off now. Nini~
3233fa No.1896608
>>1896605
put a wide body kit on it
and drive it around like its a NFSU car
2d7d73 No.1896610
>>1896608
That was my plan originally. I was gonna swap either an RB25 into it or a 1JZ and then do a widebody kit to it (Not a rocketbunny kit tho because the V2 boss kit is weird and Greddy never made one for the Kouki S14) but again I sold it because I thought I'd me moving back to Illinois and anyways I need to sleep...
1f5ede No.1896611
>>1896606
figure out if you are there? but how can i tell you that when i don't know if i am here
or where here is
or "what" I am
3233fa No.1896612
>>1896610
i wanna see it with a rly kewl tall spoiler on the back!!!
1f5ede No.1896613
d5af2c No.1896614
>>1896611
or what "I" is
can we really be sure?
1f5ede No.1896615
>>1896614
Can we even be certain of certainty?
b87b0e No.1896616
Actually, I'm just going to address Loco and Squash attempting to talk about me, and having to resort to bending the truth in order to make their points.
>>1895577
This post is Squash saying I said mean things to him. But did I? No, he's mocking the fact I said that he said mean things to me. The only recent post I made about him was this one. You can decide for yourself if any part of it could be called mean.
>>1895214
>>1895214
>>1895214
>>1895599
This post is Loco calling me unwell. He says he partly blames himself, but says others shouldn't be. Me feeling unwell isn't his fault at all, it's mine for choosing to stick with being unwell.
>>1895613
Here's Squash conflating the couple times I messaged him at 2am, to the times weeks earlier that I called him out for something else, making it sound like I woke him up at multiple early mornings for not "yelling at Loco", which is bullshit. The couple times at 2am
>>1895629
Here's Loco conveniently leaving out his words. I did write a few walls at him. After I wrote a long one about how I've been terrified of life for months, and I'm not sure how to start being less terrified of life, this followed:
>loco
For fuck's sake.
i sure do love seeing you masturbate everywhere. this is great. thank you.
And I'm not reading any of that. Fyi.
>me
I'll kill myself if you don't.
>loco
you piece of shit
>me
I don't mean that.
sorry.
>loco
Fuck off.
>me
it's not masturbation. It's an honest explanation.
please.
>loco
No.
>me
please.
>loco
You just lost any right you had to my attention. If it weren't for the fact I can honestly see you killing yourself I would remove you.
>me
no, please
cmon
>me
You can either make an effort not to clog up my inbox or you can fuck off.
>loco
I'm sorry
I'M SCARED TO JUST FUCK OFF
I've done it before
there's nothing
even your hate is something
>loco
I'm not enabling that masturbatory bullshit.
>me
you're not enabling...
it's not mastubatory...
i'm seriosuly in tears here
please dont misunderstand me
>loco
I skimmed. It's masturbatory.
Learn what I take issue with and don't do it.
I should never have said that I'd hurt myself. but did Loco ever really think I was a danger to myself? of course fucking not. not only did I tell him earlier I wouldn't ever hurt myself, but I doubt he'd egg someone on if he thought they were truly going to self-harm.
so I did assure him earlier that I'd never hurt myself, and what I meant in this case is that I was desperate, and his responses made me more anxious than I was. He felt he needed to punish me for being what he called 'masturbatory' by being a dick, despite saying he didn't read any of it. So he said he was going to make a judgement on something he said he didn't read.. why?
In fact, after this, he decided to post in the threads a few times calling me a terrorist, and a blackmailer.
Just calling me a terrorist.
Just calling me a blackmailer.
More than once, taking the time to spell out that I deserve everything he says about me, and that I'm scum.
This is the sort of person Loco is.
e9e6df No.1896617
>>1896611
Well it's very simple. You start at the beginning. The first maxim is know thyself.
d5af2c No.1896618
571c6a No.1896619
>>1896616
Jesus fucking Christ, dude.
1f5ede No.1896620
d5af2c No.1896622
1f5ede No.1896623
>>1896617
but if you know yourself then why are you asking me if you are there.
b87b0e No.1896624
>>1896619
absolutely without shame.
e9e6df No.1896625
>>1896623
I know myself, but I don't know yourself.
1ebb8d No.1896626
>when your lewd stuff arrives in boring brown packaging
d5af2c No.1896627
>>1896624
No, there's clearly shame in there.
1a3d95 No.1896628
>makes a line capped post in reference to something that happened 4 threads back
4d4431 No.1896629
>>1896627
Story of his life tbh.
e9e6df No.1896630
I'll be your friend, Kanra.
e9e6df No.1896631
I actually won't. You should probably take Loco's advice and fuck right off.
b87b0e No.1896632
>>1896627
oh certainly, I felt shameful for saying I'd hurt myself. it's a pathetic tactic for attention.I got too upset by someone calling my honest words 'masturbating everywhere', when those words were a depressing summary of the chaos of my earlier life.
he could have said nothing, but he decided to say it was masturbatory, sarcastically thank me for sharing.
I felt like there was nothing to lose then, like now.
d5af2c No.1896634
>>1896632
You know what I would recommend
not doing that
e9e6df No.1896635
You do have something to lose though, Kanra. You have what little good will people still have for you.
1f5ede No.1896637
>>1896625
what does where i am have to do with where you are?
b87b0e No.1896638
>>1896634
I can't think of a good reason to stop.
Nobody likes me anyways, or ever will.
Certainly not the unobjective people I'm talking about.
------
>>1895636
I kept asking Squash why he was apathetic to Loco being shit to me. In fact, he's putting more effort into calling me out now, than he did for Loco's attempts to actually hurt me. But Squash has to misrepresent things in order to make a strong point.
>>1895644
Squash saying he stopped reading the words. Funny how Squash doesn't mention that he said he agreed with the words, and I should be open and receptive to the words Loco was sharing. I don't even think Loco is cold enough to suggest I embrace the shit, awful things he says, but Squash suggested it, at the same time saying he didn't even read the words.
>>1895687
Loco says what I say about him are exaggerated. I think nothing short of posting the log will show that I am not exaggerating when I say Loco was a shit person, and a bully, that went out of his way repeatedly to fuck with me and hurt me. This is not an exaggeration.
4d4431 No.1896639
I will change a previous claim.
Bebop is no longer the poster most likely to shoot up a school.
It's Kanra.
660db7 No.1896640
Can someone shorthand me the whole kanra debacle?
Not to make light of it, I'm just stupid and need a catchup or summary or somethin
d5af2c No.1896641
>>1896638
>I can't think of a good reason to stop.
You could stop shitting up the thread, that's a good reason.
4d4431 No.1896642
>>1896640
Guys shits his pants with autism daily in thread.
Repeat ad nauseum.
1f5ede No.1896643
4e8cff No.1896644
>>1896619
Test what the fuck is this
Explain this to me
e9e6df No.1896645
>>1896637
Because everything is in relation to something else.
>>1896640
Kanra is a moronic cunt that everyone hates, and he thinks that everyone is wrong for perceiving him as being exactly the moronic cunt that he is.
1ebb8d No.1896647
>>1896646
AM I NO LONGER YOUR FRIEND???
5d18af No.1896648
You really think someone would just do that? Just go on the internet to argue?
571c6a No.1896649
4e8cff No.1896650
>>1896647
Luka wants more
greedy luka
1f5ede No.1896651
>>1896645
but my here should not affect your their, at least in any way you'd be capable of detailing it. in any way humanity would be capable of detailing it
for that we need exact stationary points in spacetime and such a reference is impossible to acheive
3233fa No.1896652
>>1896647
i didn't say you werent
3233fa No.1896653
4e8cff No.1896654
>>1896648
H-haha, who would argue on the internet, r-right?
>>1896649
This is insufficient.
e9e6df No.1896655
>>1896651
It should and it does. How one thing is effects how another thing is. Always. It's the butterfly effect.
1f5ede No.1896656
>>1896655
i think thats the wrong effects for this context but i make that mistake a lot too, that being said many effects that happen are relatively well understood, its just some are still not
3233fa No.1896657
oh yum
my fish tempura Tendies finished cooking.
1f5ede No.1896659
affecting is the right one
660db7 No.1896660
There are so many capable points in punpun.
Why did I decide to reread this beautiful beast of a mango
e9e6df No.1896661
>>1896656
It's not the wrong affects for this context. Your specific gravitational force on the earth and whatever, the air you are breathing, etc. affects the rest of the world. Maybe in an insignificant way, but still an affect.
4e8cff No.1896662
>>1896660
Is that a bad thing?
1f5ede No.1896663
>>1896660
because its amazing
>>1896661
yea but you said effect not affect just correcting the grammar not a typo
660db7 No.1896665
>>1896662
It's not but I'm like overwhelmed how good it is.
BD gave me one that's translated differently so like, recapping stuff is a valid thing I can do!!
e9e6df No.1896666
>>1896663
I'm no a writer.
1f5ede No.1896667
>>1896666
fair enough
>>1896665
the translation makes a really big difference its important to keep moments impactful with the right choices of wording
04b4f9 No.1896669
4d4431 No.1896670
I wonder how long the textwall Kanra is about to post is.
660db7 No.1896671
>>1896663
If I could marry a mango!
>>1896667
Yee I kno, this one has different translations for stuff than the one I read, but overall still impactful all the same.
e9e6df No.1896673
It's a full length novel.
4e8cff No.1896674
>>1896665
What's it even about
All I know is the blank face thing and the bird things that I'm not even sure if they're from that.
>>1896669
tfw space
04b4f9 No.1896675
1f5ede No.1896676
>>1896669
everyone knows that
4e8cff No.1896677
>>1896673
This novel, in particular?
4e8cff No.1896678
>>1896675
I don't know that feel, please explain it.
b87b0e No.1896681
>>1896640
I can.
Loco and I are alike in many superficial respects, and that made me think he'd be able to understand me. A couple months ago, I shared with him a recording of my dad being abusive, just verbally, and Loco was very kind and patient and understanding, and it felt good.
Everything since then was me trying to find a way for him to be nice to me, keeping in mind the only time he was nice to me was during something particularly fucked up. I felt fucked up, and fucked up was the way to get attention.
Then he started saying the only reason he didn't remove me, is because he thought I'd hurt myself. I asked him if he'd remove me if I could assure him that I wouldn't hurt myself, and he said he didn't want to be my free therapist.
So I spent time online and offline, thinking about how I could turn his help into something more positive, with forward momentum. But each time I said something positive, it was met with indifference; each time I said something insane, he'd at least reply with more than indifference.
All the while, he kept saying negative untrue things about me, which I went overboard saying were objectively untrue, and went overboard with saying that I try to have an objective view about myself, but he considered anything positive I tried to say about myself as 'masturabotry' and a symptom of my overinflated ego. He didn't want me saying anything positive.
My ego is not overinflated.. idk what it is. I don't feel pride. In fact, I know doing this, ranting like this, makes me a worse person than most.
as for Squash? after the whole Loco thing and he removed me, Loco then went into the threads to call me a terrorist and a blackmailer, repeatedly. He went into the threads to repeatedly tell me that I was human scum, and I deserved everything he had to say about me and more, on multiple occasions.
I got at Squash for not saying anything, because I thought Squash was my friend.
in the end, I realized that Squash was very stubborn about not wanting to stand up for me, and our conversations changed topics. It was a range of ups and down, but on many occasions he said shit that he thought about me that was untrue. We didn't talk for a couple weeks, but when i brought up him saying what he did about me to me a few days ago, he removed me for being so insistant that he answer for what he said about me to me, or at least explain to what extent he believes what he does about me.
now, Loco is annoyed that I've figured out that much of what he criticized about me, were insecurities he was projecting onto me. and Squash, well, he hasn't taken back or addressed his lies about me, and has added new lies to the mix.
I'm not in direct contact with any of them, and I'm not sure what my end goal is here. I guess I expect Loco to continue to be a subversive, mean person, and Squash to be a dense, indifferent person, but not indifferent enough to not say mean untrue things about me.
d5af2c No.1896682
>>1896681
He said shorthand.
1a3d95 No.1896683
hehe durr look at me im kanra
660db7 No.1896686
>>1896674
A boy with a lot of problems grows up into an adult with a lot of problems.
It's a really strange plot that's helped along with a lot of strange symbolism & the fact that everything is super highly detailed except for the main character that is drawn like a small bird.
1f5ede No.1896687
aa150d No.1896688
I'm going to attempt to read that entire post
045b1a No.1896689
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1f5ede No.1896691
>>1896681
recognizing your problems doesnt excuse you from making them more
aa150d No.1896692
wait I need to put on some classical music
The metal makes it hard to concentrate enough while this high but I think classical will accent kanra's post well
4d4431 No.1896693
1a3d95 No.1896695
>>1896684
hehe careful I might bite
1f5ede No.1896696
>>1896694
he was replying to sinni, aknra was
i mean ill still pretend ur a girl
b87b0e No.1896697
>>1896682
short...
"I was an anxious nervous wreck to Loco, but never mean, although occasionally indirectly offensive, so Loco gave himself license to be actually mean to me on a psychologically effective level, because I let myself be vulnerable to him."
"Squash saw Loco being these things, and merely said it wasn't his job to stand up or do anything. I said it wasn't his job, but I wanted to know why he didn't. Turns out it's because he believes what Loco has to say, some of it anyways, because Squash admitted that he didn't read any of it anyways."
"Now I'm calling Loco out for projecting his insecurities into a toxic ball of meanness towards me, and Squash is making up shit about me, but I don't think Squash is as bad as Loco even remotely. And I really am sorry for putting him through my anxiety and nonsense, and I'd like if he stopped making up shit about me and calling me mean."
3233fa No.1896698
;~;
i'm lonely... pls play games with me.... </3
b87b0e No.1896699
660db7 No.1896700
>>1896681
This entire thing sounds like a real big mess, honestly.
That being said, I don't know if any real solution is gonna come from this, so why not just bury the hatchet and try to focus on making yourself happy rather than waiting from justification from people you know aren't gonna treat you right.
but that's all I'm gonna say on the matter, my 2 cents don't belong here.
1f5ede No.1896701
1f5ede No.1896702
>>1896699
then stop shitposting worse than scoot does
aa150d No.1896704
>>1896681
Hey I read this entire post and I can tell you from experience that the correct answer is to ignore that drama and move on
e9e6df No.1896706
Kanra, you are a mean shitty manipulative person with an over-inflated ego.
aa150d No.1896708
I'm glad I'm listening to Mozart now
Thanks Kanra
1a3d95 No.1896710
>>1896708
you are like a little babby
1f5ede No.1896711
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1f5ede No.1896715
you are just an awful person fool
aa150d No.1896716
>>1896709
I usually feel the same way, probably partly because his music feels too light and airy for me
But I'm very unsober right now so I guess my opinions are dumb
>>1896710
I just searched classical on Youtube and clicked the first thing I saw, lol. I've listened to some classical before but I'm baked out of my mind and all my effort was being devoted to reading that post
1f5ede No.1896719
good as long as you know
i am too
e9e6df No.1896720
>>1896718
Mozart and Chopin twinkle on the keys. If I wanted to listen to homosexuals playing the piano I would listen to Elton John.
aa150d No.1896721
I can never remember the titles of classical music I like
b87b0e No.1896722
>>1896700
It's a small mess, mostly in my head.
Badness doesn't get punished if it isn't exposed.
I feel Loco is bad, because he wants to hurt people on purpose, and puts energy into it. At the same time, he wants to pretend he's innocent, and a good person. Until he explains or apologizes for the unecessarily awful things he said about me, because tbh some awful things he says are somewhat warranted, I'm going to keep bringing it up. Obsessive is what I do.
b87b0e No.1896723
>>1896704
thank you
and thank you
yea. I will.
1f5ede No.1896724
>>1896722
you dont get to judge what is bad or not
you wasting your time and our space is what is most "bad" from everyone elses perspective at this moment
e9e6df No.1896725
I remember all classical music I like.
aa150d No.1896726
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This is pretty good
>>1896723
No problem ♥
e9e6df No.1896727
The only good piece by Mozart.
b87b0e No.1896728
>>1896706
If I'm manipulative, at least I'm not subversive.
If I'm manipulative, at least I'll be honest about it.
>>1896724
okay, then forget 'bad'
'someone intentionally tried to hurt me, multiple times, and I hate them for it.'
that's as bad as it gets in my books.
1a3d95 No.1896729
>>1896720
his Etudes are magical
e9e6df No.1896730
>>1896728
Who's subversive here? You've never been honest.
e9e6df No.1896731
>>1896729
No. No they're not.
b87b0e No.1896732
>>1896730
my fake hate you for doesn't come close to the hate I feel for someone I trusted that spent energy trying to hurt me.
e9e6df No.1896733
>>1896732
>fake hate
Oh, Kanra. Your words hurt me.
1f5ede No.1896734
>>1896728
no one here cares, keep it in private
guess what we told loco to keep it private too
you are not special and you never will be
1f5ede No.1896735
you arent even special in how they dislike you
1a3d95 No.1896736
>>1896731
quit not liking things I like
e9e6df No.1896737
>>1896736
Then start listening to good composers.
1f5ede No.1896740
>>1896738
extremely on topic song wow
1a3d95 No.1896741
>>1896737
I'm not very knowledgable of most classical compoders
1f5ede No.1896742
i love to listen to old compoders at night
e9e6df No.1896743
>>1896741
I am somewhat knowledgeable.
1f5ede No.1896744
All posts on 8chan are the responsibility of the individual poster and not the administration of 8chan, pursuant to 47 U.S.C. § 230.
1a3d95 No.1896745
>>1896743
who are some composers you enjoy?
1f5ede No.1896746
e9e6df No.1896747
>>1896745
Bach, Beethoven, Verdi, Schubert, Schumann, Tchaikovsky, Mahler, Part, Schoenberg, Strauss, and Shostakovich.
1a3d95 No.1896748
>>1896747
do you enjoy Rachmaninoff?
1f5ede No.1896749
Tchaikovsky is fine for me
1a3d95 No.1896750
>>1896747
and anything you'd reccomend?
I can hardly name even the most popular of most of these
1f5ede No.1896751
okay roll call who's still here lurking
045b1a No.1896752
im in a discord video call with someone i find cute so im not posting that much ..
4d4431 No.1896753
>>1896752
Kill yourself, Desu.
1f5ede No.1896755
e9e6df No.1896756
>>1896748
Some of his work, some of Liszt's work, some Brahms, some Mendelssohn, some Handel, some Grieg, some Smetana, some Gorecki, some Gershwin. I could list more, but I won't. I listen to a lot of classical music.
>>1896750
It depends on your mood.
1a3d95 No.1896757
>>1896756
I don't feel much of anything right now
1f5ede No.1896758
i listen to trashy garbage music a lot
its great
e9e6df No.1896759
>>1896757
Then listen to Mozart or Chopin.
1f5ede No.1896761
>>1896759
i got something thats been badly stuck in my head for you to hate
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x493ey2
e9e6df No.1896762
>The Beatles
No thanks. If I wanted to listen to self indulgent garbage I'd listen to anything by Emerson, Lake, and Palmer.
1f5ede No.1896763
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>>1896762
too bad for you im familiar with them too
i have a few albums
e9e6df No.1896764
>>1896763
As do I. I like Emerson, Lake, and Palmer. Hence my saying I'd listen to them instead.
1f5ede No.1896765
>>1896764
i cant say i like all of the beatles but i cant say i hate everything they do either
the song i posted has particular significance to me anyways
d5af2c No.1896766
>>1896764
P a t r i c i a n
1f5ede No.1896768
>>1896766
there you are fagboy, post some tunes-
oh cool
d5af2c No.1896769
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No Prog discussion would be complete without Yes
1f5ede No.1896770
why dont you just play roundabout so in can start posting jojo memes
1f5ede No.1896771
d5af2c No.1896772
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This, AToTT and Selling England are the three greatest Genesis albums, prove me wrong.
Pro tip you probably can, most of them are great
1f5ede No.1896773
>>1896772
oh man i dont know if i can do genesis
e9e6df No.1896774
>>1896765
I can't say I hate everything The Beatles do either, but I don't like most of what they do.
d5af2c No.1896775
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Red is KCs masterwork. I would be re missed if I didn't post at least Starless.
1f5ede No.1896776
>>1896774
thats why i sent one song instead of most things they have done
d5af2c No.1896777
>>1896773
What do you like music wise, there's probably a genesis album out there with your name on it.
1f5ede No.1896778
>>1896777
classic rock with a nice hard lean on a good guitarist and singer and great drum work
d5af2c No.1896779
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Gentle Giant did it all though, they're the undisputed kings of Prog.
e9e6df No.1896781
>>1896776
That's not one of the songs I like.
d5af2c No.1896782
>>1896778
Most of their post 80s and onward work is up your alley. Try out ABACAB first, maybe Genesis skipping Mama as it could be a bit harsh to the uninitiated. We Can't Dance might have quite a few songs you recognize weather you knew it was Genesis or not, and Duke was the start of their 80s sound that evolved. If none of those satiate your thirst, try listening to the first track on A Trick of the Tail at least, it's an excellent rock ballad with everything you mentioned.
1ebb8d No.1896783
>I can't deal with diarrhea emotionally
what the fuck does that even mean, it's like a migraine, how does that affect you emotionally lmao
1f5ede No.1896784
>>1896781
fair enough
>>1896782
i dont think i was ready for the windfall of music you brought to me
1f5ede No.1896786
>>1896783
regular migraines can affect you very emotionally
1ebb8d No.1896788
>>1896786
having diarrhea once a day shouldn't affect you emotionally
it's like eating taco bell every day
045b1a No.1896789
045b1a No.1896791
stinky poo poo make a stinky man upset
1f5ede No.1896793
>>1896788
thats a lot different than a migraine
it would also put possible limitations on your living style
1ebb8d No.1896796
>>1896793
oh no my poops aren't as beautiful as they used to be
10 minutes of my day ruined!!!
1f5ede No.1896797
>>1896796
now try that 8 to 9 times a day in public
or try it with migraines when you get regular cluster headaches like a friend of mine
1ebb8d No.1896798
>>1896797
why are you still talking about Y when the whole conversation is about X and I just (admittedly) used a bad example of Y and have been trying to get the conversation back on track but you have autism so you can't let go of Y.
There's a reason I had you filtered. I should have just insta-filtered on this new profile.
1f5ede No.1896799
>>1896798
sounds like a pretty aggressive way to be wrong
it can still cause problems for peoples days, you're upset over something as inane as my post
1f5ede No.1896801
also
>filtering anyone here
77f022 No.1896802
Should I read any of that
1f5ede No.1896803
77f022 No.1896804
Okay. Well if anyone wants to bring something up in private they can. I'm not sure I need to say it but take any shit he throws with a grain of salt.
1f5ede No.1896805
>>1896804
i dont have any questions at all
i dont think anyones going to look at you any worse because of what they are doing so i dont think you need to worry
045b1a No.1896807
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i would really like some food
b87b0e No.1896808
You don't have to read any of it, but maybe this one of me asking for an apology, and admitting that some of the shit you say isn't entirely unwarranted.
I make the distinction between you honestly calling me out for my bs, and you lying about me, and you bullying me. Sometimes they're related, but the actual meanness and meanness, choosing to call me a terrorist and a blackmailer after it was all over, proves you were being flippantly cruel.
Nothing justifes being a bully, and your intentions were to make me feel confused and ashamed. Knowing that you exist in this world, and you tried to hurt me on purpose, repeatedly, is something I want to forgive you for, but I can't if you lack remorse.
>>1896722
77f022 No.1896809
>>1896808
I'm sorry. I've gone overboard with you at times. Please stop bullying me.
b87b0e No.1896810
do you mean it? is this a trick?
95dc78 No.1896811
>>1896616
Dude I straight up told you to stop spamming me with 30 fucking messages at 1 am and refusing to let me sleep because you wanted to go off about Loco for an hour. Get over yourself.
95dc78 No.1896812
Not only that but you left out how you constantly called me an uncaring asshole and that "oh well you SHOULD have been mean to Loco for me. I would have defended you if people were mean even though I don't."
Then you spam call me over and over even after I tell you not to fucking call me over and over.
95dc78 No.1896813
Not only that but I straight up told you that Loco and your shit wasn't my job. YOU came to ME. You spammed my inbox constantly. You got pissy because I didn't message you daily to make you feel better.
aa150d No.1896814
>>1896804
I just responded to him assuming what he said was true
I don't know shit
95dc78 No.1896817
Stop skewing the situation so it fits your pitiful need for public empathy. Own up to the shit you do for once in your fucking life because this shit is why people find you to be a psudo intellectual train wreck.
That and shit like "oh maybe you're just not smart enough to understand."
b87b0e No.1896819
>>1896811
dude, I'm sorry for being an anxious needy mess at you without consideration for your time. I know that wore your patience down almost instantly.
>>1896812
post where I said should, or even implied it was your obligation.
I don't think I ever said should, Squash.
I never said it was your obligation, or that you had to at any point.
In fact, I even said it wasn't your job to, and I said it wasn't your obligation to.
I don't think you're lying right now, you're just being forgetful.
NOR did I call you an uncaring asshole for not calling him out!
I called you a normal asshole for saying,
"it
is
not
my
job"
but again, I don't think you're doing this on purpose,
but I'm confident that if you go back and read the chat, you'll realize you're lying.
95dc78 No.1896820
And I only snapped at you after a week of your unrelenting bullshit.
b87b0e No.1896821
>>1896813
wow, so you just make stuff up
I'm giving you permission to post whatever I said that implies or proves what you're saying
aa150d No.1896822
>>1896819
Tbh I'm confused
You said you'd take my advice about just ignoring the drama and moving on but you're still here making the drama
95dc78 No.1896823
>>1896819
No you're not.
You don't fucking care. You just wanted me to agree with all your fucking shit as if it was my job. Every time you "agreed" with me you just slung back a "but" and proceeded to tell me how I was wrong and that you didn't actually agree.
If I didn't remove you off my chat logs I'd slog though all your self absorbed bull shit with glee at this point.
Every time I said it wasn't my fucking job you lambasted me on the grounds that I still should have regardless. You legitimately came to me from the start because Loco was mean and I didn't fucking stand up for you.
You constantly called me an asshole.
Add me on Discord. You're about to eat your fucking words.
b87b0e No.1896824
>>1896817
>"oh maybe you're just not smart enough to understand."
>"oh maybe you're just not smart enough to understand."
>"oh maybe you're just not smart enough to understand."
where the fuck have I ever said this
or even implied this
if anything, I tend to think everyone is smart enough to understand if I explain it, which is why I never stop explaining things in an honest and fair manner.
95dc78 No.1896825
1a3d95 No.1896826
>>1896822
i'm loling at you
95dc78 No.1896827
Add me.
Because we're doing this.
aa150d No.1896829
Pin that asian femboy down and shove that dog donger right in
95dc78 No.1896830
Anyone who has Kanra's Discord give it to me.
77f022 No.1896831
Same shit as Squash pretty much. Down to putting up with it for a week and then telling him to fuck off. For the record.
b87b0e No.1896832
>>1896822
but somebody is wrong on the internet...
>>1896823
I can own up to my words. Can you own up to your words, and current lies?
77f022 No.1896833
>lies
Fake news. Biased media. Highest IQ!
95dc78 No.1896834
>>1896832
Add me on Discord so I can get my fucking proof you goon.
95dc78 No.1896835
His IQ is so high he can transform reality.
95dc78 No.1896836
>Inb4 he deletes what he said
95dc78 No.1896840
Kyle#0633
Kyle#0633
Kyle#0633
Kyle#0633
Kyle#0633
1a3d95 No.1896841
>>1896828
>trying to lecture the sociopath
b87b0e No.1896842
loco, don't put yourself in the same boat as Squash.
unlike him, you actually did want to hurt me. you didn't just lash out of frustration, you put thought into it, and made the decision on multiple occasions to fuck with me.
not sure if Squash means anything he says right now.
if either of you want to argue details, sure.
but neither of you want to argue at all, so why pretend to start?
95dc78 No.1896843
Holy shit he won't add me.
What a twat.
95dc78 No.1896844
And no. I want to do this.
Once I get your fucking discord I'm going to be posting A LOT of shit dude.
95dc78 No.1896845
Give me your fucking Discord you lying sack of shit.
b87b0e No.1896846
>>1896843
I don't trust you. I think you wish to hurt me.
Can't say I'm quite looking forward to being hurt.
You're going to go about this all irrationally, and I guess I don't trust you care about being fair or reasonable, and you don't think I'm trying to be, even though I am, and you're not going to own up to your part or anything. You're going to cherry pick, and everyone will ignore me because they dislike me far more than you, and nobody will call you out for your lies because it's more fun to pretend they're true.
95dc78 No.1896847
>>1896846
>Post whatever you want
>You aren't backing your side up
>Give me your discord and I will then
HOLY SHIT YOU REALLY ARE SCARED THAT YOURE WRONG
95dc78 No.1896848
You have one more chance to add me so I can get my proof before I get it from someone else and really have a go at your sorry ass.
33722c No.1896849
Is that anything new? Kanra is wrong all the time and will never admit it :^)
95dc78 No.1896850
And maybe people trust me and Loco on this more because we don't have a history of making up personas and lying about who we are constantly.
b87b0e No.1896851
How about
you list to me right now what you think I'm guilty of
then I add you
and you have my permission to post ONLY towards what you listed beforehand
do you trust you know what you dislike about me, without the log right now?
because you seem convinced of something.
aa150d No.1896852
It's not really worth getting defensive over things here, imo
No one really cares about this stuff beyond a meme-ing level
95dc78 No.1896853
>>1896851
No. You fucking add me and I get to call you out on the shit you've posted here in thread.
aa150d No.1896854
>>1896841
Even if he is a sociopath, why would that prevent him from following basic logic? I wouldn't have brought it up again if he hadn't actually said he'd take my advice, though
He seemed like he needed a reminder
95dc78 No.1896855
I found it, Kanra.
But I'm a nice guy. So I'm going to give you a chance. You add me yourself before I add you on my own. And if you do I won't be an absolute asshole about this and actually try to be rational.
Ok? This is your last chance so you better use it. Otherwise I'm going to really get nitty gritty about this.
b87b0e No.1896856
So you tell me what you think I'm lying about or being wrong about now
and whatever logs you post have to pertain to those issues
does that sound fair?
>>1896853
Call me out?
For what? What have I posted that you feel I need to be called out on?
If you're talking about what I posted, indicate the post.
95dc78 No.1896857
Kyle#0633
Here's my ID one more time.
Because I'm a nice guy.
995f40 No.1896858
>>1896846
>and nobody will call you out for your lies because it's more fun to pretend they're true.
This might be the case sometimes, but here I don't think anybody else is on either side; it's too incomprehensible. We're just watching from the sidelines.
95dc78 No.1896859
If you want any chance of me trusting you again you'll take this one time offer.
b87b0e No.1896860
if you're a nice guy,
then you'll find a better way.
I'm currently scared. I know how people can pretend to see things. I think you'll warp the truth. Then I'll have to spend more time posting more logs to unwarp it, but people won't want to listen.
b87b0e No.1896862
Squash won't want to prove himself wrong,
or doubt his conclusions.
Nobody will want to, if they confirm their own biases.
95dc78 No.1896863
>>1896860
Do it anyway.
I'll even play by your little list of rules you posted here. >>1896851
But only after you add me.
If you really aren't being a lying piece of shit you'll prove me wrong no problem.
95dc78 No.1896865
Refusing to give me access to the proof you told me to give is only making you look like more of a liar.
b87b0e No.1896866
>>1896863
okay. play by my little rules. I'll add you, and you can tell me in private what you want to share.
please trust that if I am lying, it's not on purpose, and I'll change whatever I said that was wrong.
95dc78 No.1896867
Nope. This is public and now that I have the logs you don't get to make demands.
aa150d No.1896868
>tfw u wrote a good poem tonight so you don't feel bad about wasting time watching riveting avatar drama
95dc78 No.1896869
Here is just a few times you dropped I'm an asshole. One specifically about you quoting me when I said it wasn't my job to defend you from Loco and you called me an asshole because I didn't.
33722c No.1896870
>>1896868
What else would you normally be doing at this time? Also post it.
b87b0e No.1896872
at some point Squash will have to prove I was lying
those watching, please keep in mind that he's doing this to prove I'm a liar, which I'm pretty sure I haven't been
at some point, if Squash is true to his word, he'll indicate somewhere I told a lie
but what I suspect is he'll just random stuff to embarass me because he thinks I deserve it.
95dc78 No.1896873
Hell. Maybe I should just pastebin this whole chat log so people can see for themselves.
Then it's all impartial.
aa150d No.1896874
>>1896870
Half trying to write something, maybe
Who are you? And I'd rather not subject the people of /animus/ to that
Just keep giving Kanra attention
>>1896872
Good poem
Very freeform and avant-garde
95dc78 No.1896875
Here he is accusing me of conspiring with Loco.
So there's another point.
95dc78 No.1896876
>>1895214
squash said many untrue things about me, to me.
he vaguely apologized once for losing his temper, but never took back the specific shit things he said about me.
rather than let it die, I demanded repeatedly that he either clarify why he believed those things about me, or take them back.
he did neither, instead he kept distracting, and said the 'real' issue is that I kept pressing him to own up to the words he said to me, or explain them to me.
In fact, rather than keep asking without result, I asked him to take his time and read our chat history where he said shit things to me. I said he could reply in a week, or months.
He suggested I just remove him rather than wait for him to be decent. Just outright refused to even remark on the words, when I copy and pasted them directly to him.
I felt like I was doing nothing wrong, that I wasn't being evil, that I wasn't being mean, I was being pathetic and needy, and he decided he didn't like me because I pressed him so earnestly.
my blunt insistance on things makes people feel it's okay to be overtly mean to me.
and it's just speculation, but I think Squash developed this conception of me over time, by talking about me behind my back. I speculate this, because the sorts of untrue things he said about me, were the stereotypes you'd think of if you thought of Kanra.
Oh boy. Here's a fun one to pick apart. Let's get started shall we?
b87b0e No.1896877
so at some point
Squash is going to show me where I lied
or I mislead
or I skewed
but I predict he's not going to do that, rather he'll just post random stuff to embarass me becuse he thinks I deserve it.
b87b0e No.1896878
for the record, Squash already did lie. he said he'd only post things relevant to what he expressed as greivances towards me, but then quickly said
"Nope. This is public and now that I have the logs you don't get to make demands."
for the record, this is easy evidence of Squash lying, and excusing his lying because he feels I don't deserve honesty.
995f40 No.1896879
>>1896877
>squash
>ever having an actual point in his petty squabbles
Come on Kanra, even you know better than that.
7a7520 No.1896880
>>1896626
A brown package inside a brown package.
b87b0e No.1896881
>>1896879
idk.. it is fair to call me out for lying if I am, otherwise I'd be a hypocrite.
and I'm sincere in saying I don't want to be a hypocrite, but I just don't trust the public to be fair.
95dc78 No.1896883
Where to begin where to begin?
Oh this looks good.
>he vaguely apologized once for losing his temper
The irony being I straight up apologized 3 times. And specifically I even said I was sorry for being as volatile as I was after I lost my shit at you for harassing me for over a week and waking me up morning after morning where I'd wake up to 30 fucking messages from you.
But no. You decided that it wasn't enough. And you wouldn't shut up about apologizing.
>and said the 'real' issue is that I kept pressing him to own up to the words he said to me
Oh golly. The REAL issue I kept bringing up was that you came to me about Loco, and then went off calling me an uncaring asshole because I wouldn't stand up for you. You also reasoned that you would have stood up for me. But good lord you didn't have a lot to say when I straight up told you to name one fucking time you did. Where were you when I needed help, Kanra? How many times have you ever stood up for old Squash? Huh?
Could have. But you didn't. And yet you held me to a standard you don't even hold yourself to. The issue was Loco. And you wouldn't stop making it about me not getting involved.
>I felt like I was doing nothing wrong
Do you get how much shit you've done to people here?
You harassed me and Loco, threatened to kill yourself with him, treated me and my time like shit after I told you many times not to do that.
You're delusional. Like, beyond reason.
> but I think Squash developed this conception of me over time, by talking about me behind my back
You know what's funny as fuck? I was the ONLY person who defended you when people in our calls would shit on you. I would always say that I still liked you and people gave me shit for it. I actively made sure not to let people skew my view on you.
>>1896878
I told you that you had one chance to add me. You flubed it and made demands so I decided I was going to get your chat either way.
By my own post I no longer had to play in private after you threw the chance away.
b87b0e No.1896884
>>1896883
squash, you have the logs
now you can post the evidence that proves your points
so why aren't you doing that?
b87b0e No.1896885
wow, squash just said AGAIN that I deserve to be lied to
dat moral compass
95dc78 No.1896886
Let's see the proof, Kanra!
77f022 No.1896888
Here is Kanra saying he will self-harm if I don't read his textwalls.
Dat moral compass.
995f40 No.1896889
>>1896880
You can't just assume everyone has the same fetishes as you.
95dc78 No.1896891
>>1896888
Loco. Top 3 of these.
I told Kanra it wasn't my job to defend him from you and he called me an asshole.
That seem right to you?
77f022 No.1896892
>>1896891
You've asked me many times not to mess with him though?
95dc78 No.1896893
>>1896892
Oh god. You're right.
I have defended him, haven't I?
I even tried to add you during this all to ask you to leave him alone.
ad7120 No.1896894
I come from the depths of hell to lmao at this, lol.
>>1896891
Also to say hi to this adorable mutt.
95dc78 No.1896895
I've made my point.
And I've said my piece.
He can wallow and call me whatever he likes.
I no longer care.
b87b0e No.1896897
so squash is going to show me where I lied?
and loco is just going to post what he thinks will get to me the most, even though I admitted to it myself?
real big guys you are.
it's amazing how far people will bend their own morals when they feel justified. I expected that from you loco, but not from squash.
95dc78 No.1896898
I honestly feel a little bad for being as hostile about this, but a man has limits.
95dc78 No.1896899
b87b0e No.1896900
>>1896898
you should have stopped if you felt bad about it
but you ignored feeling bad
because... I'm not sure.
aa150d No.1896901
>>1896897
Go to bed, silly pony
-pets you- ♥
ad7120 No.1896902
>>1896897
Lmao, guilt tripping to the max, aren't we? You poor, sad excuse of a human being.
33722c No.1896903
>>1896902
Are you the alicefag?
b87b0e No.1896904
sad and pathetic... yes, I am those things
but at least I'm not a liar
or try to hurt people, let alone take pleasure in it like Squash
look how proud he is of what he's accomplished
ad7120 No.1896905
>>1896903
No, not particularly, but I know who is Alice.
>>1896904
He doesn't seems very happy with the outcome to be honest, and it's probably your fault too.
95dc78 No.1896906
I am entirely fine with the outcome. I don't particularly revel in it, but at the same time I am beyond done with it.
I just get heated sometimes.
b87b0e No.1896907
so squash in this very thread
lied
tried to hurt me
told me how much pleasure he'd take in trying to hurt me
just imagine if I did those things. You probably find it easier to imagine me doing those things than Squash, even if he did it right in front of you. Because you people are sheep, and truth doesn't matter. Words don't matter.
Loco, Squash lied. If you care about truth, you'll read what he posted, and realize that none of those posts prove his claim. So you can continue to think I'm a liar, and Squash is right in calling me a liar, and perhaps you will.
33722c No.1896908
>>1896904
>I felt like I was doing nothing wrong, that I wasn't being evil, that I wasn't being mean
Constantly harassing people and calling someone an asshole repeatedly who did his best to maintain civility with you almost certainly makes you mean among those other things. You've gone out of your way to not reply to any of his other proof so far in this thread as well.
33722c No.1896909
95dc78 No.1896910
Worst part is knowing in a month or two I'm going to try and make amends because I'm bad at being mean and maintaining it.
b87b0e No.1896911
>>1896909
1. he said he'd list to me what he thought I was guilty of, then I'd add him, and after I gave him permission, he'd post things only related to what he posted beforehand. But as soon as I added him, he took back his word, and said
"Nope. This is public and now that I have the logs you don't get to make demands."
2. he said that I called him an (uncaring) asshole for not calling loco out for being mean to me. the posts he shared that he says proves that, don't in fact prove that.
95dc78 No.1896912
I said if you didn't add me right then and there I was going to go all out.
So no, I did not lie. You are just easily duped.
95dc78 No.1896913
I like how he ignores the post about how he ignores all the other points brought up against him.
33722c No.1896914
>>1896911
I will let him defend himself on the first point.
You're playing semantics on the second. You didn't use the word "uncaring" though I could see how Squash could remember it that way because the message before you told him he "barely" defended him even though he didn't have to at all.
ad7120 No.1896915
>>1896911
How did those logs of you calling the doggo an asshole not prove you called him an asshole?
>>1896913
Cute doggo.
95dc78 No.1896916
>>1896914
The uncaring was due to him telling me constantly after attempting to assuage him near daily that I didn't care about him.
33722c No.1896917
the 'him' after defended should have been a 'you'. My bad.
33722c No.1896919
>>1896905
Does your name start with a J? That will tell me all I need to know.
b87b0e No.1896920
>>1896908
Okay, I'll reply to what he called proof.
first post: me saying I think he's an asshole, because he gave a lukewarm 'gaiz stop' to loco for being mean to me, and said that counts as home calling loco out.
second post: me saying I think he's an asshole because he says shit like
"I am going to repeat this again.
It is not my job to defend you."
third post: me saying he's an asshole to me, because he keeps saying
"it
is
not
my
job"
to defend me, his friend, from loco, who was being targetedly cruel towards me.
fouth post: was me calling him an asshole for saying stuff like this
>Again, it isn't ANYONES job to defend you. And when you actively make it easy for loco and co. to attack you by dumping your vulnerabilities in thread it makes it near imposible for anyone to anyway.
>Youre basically made at me for not trying to fight someone after you gave them a gun
>You activly read anything negative because you thrive on the idea that your so smart that nobody gets you. You take the route of pity because its easyer to draw a quick response of sympathy than to sit down and work at bettering yourself on the off chance it wont work... you would rather sit here and justify why everyone owes you their time and you manipulate them into feeling sorry for you
>Youre going to slam out a paragraph anyway
>You cut yourself to make wallace feel bad. you threatened suicide to loco to make them feel bad
how can you justify something like that
95dc78 No.1896921
Let's not forget that I told you to stop telling Loco all the shit that he would use against you like your relationship with your father when you admitted to me that it was to try and garner pity form him and James so they would stop being mean to you.
b87b0e No.1896922
squash claimed I called him an (uncaring) asshole for not standing up to loco
I did not, and I said I did not, and squash said that was a lie
nowhere in these posts did I call squash an ashole for not standing up for me, rather his "it's not my job" statement about why he didn't.
aa150d No.1896924
This is like a court trial where the jury is just quietly snickering and doesn't really care
ad7120 No.1896927
>>1896918
Lick after you chew.
>>1896919
Uuuuh, no? And who are you exactly?
95dc78 No.1896928
Maybe I should just paste bin this all.
Post it publicly and let the peanut gallery look at it.
aa150d No.1896930
>>1896925
Hey cutie, how are things?
4e45f9 No.1896931
>>1896926
You're up early.
95dc78 No.1896932
>>1896931
I am up at 4:30 AM daily.
4e45f9 No.1896933
>>1896930
Incredibly busy.
I will be up all night
33722c No.1896934
>>1896927
I don't believe you.
aa150d No.1896935
>>1896933
I've already been up all night
Which reminds me, I should sleep. I have to be somewhere at 5PM in a couple of days
Goodnight ♥
4e45f9 No.1896936
>>1896935
Sleep tight.
>>1896932
For works?
2129ec No.1896937
>>1896934
You're trying to figure out if he's Jan, aren't you?
95dc78 No.1896938
>>1896936
Yeah. But my weekend just started today.
4e45f9 No.1896939
>>1896938
Ooh, nice. How many days off ya got?
b87b0e No.1896940
>>1896928
go ahead
but stop calling yourself a nice guy
you're not allowed to call yourself a good person if you do bad things while knowing they're bad
33722c No.1896941
>>1896937
Nah, I'm almost certain he is the Nep that hangs out with your gang. I would post his first name/what I think it is but that would be impolite.
33722c No.1896943
Also I was going to trash talk him and post his dirt for sticking his nose where he shouldn't but I'm bored of the idea already.
b87b0e No.1896945
see how little the truth matters?
even though squash is the one that lied,
and I didn't lie,
people are going to consider me a liar.
because people suck.
2129ec No.1896946
>>1896941
Ah I see, I thought that's what the J was about.
Some anon lately has been posting in Alice's threads harassing her about stuff involving Jan from years and years ago, but it's all non-drama.
95dc78 No.1896948
>When Kermit does not say hello to you and give you head pats even though you haven't said hi either
28d7f2 No.1896949
33722c No.1896953
>>1896946
I forgot Jan even existed.