/animus/ - Avatarfag Circlejerk

i'm thankful

for luka

>>1868900 (subtle)

the sounds in the new one are slightly harsher imo

but the movie is still kewl and makes u think ~

:thinking:

>>1868903 (megumin)

nope

just me and the other person

>>1868905

:D

>>1868906

just a guy freind

i'm a bully

>>1868909

>>1868912

never met a bully that could recognize they were a bully

proud of you

>>1868915

no

>resigned his post from Berkeley in 1969

>lived for two years with his parents

>in 1971 he moved to an isolated cabin outside Lincoln, Montana

>1975 he begins to study sociology and political theory as well as sabotaging the nearby real estate developments

>1978 he starts his letter/package bombing campaign that lasts until 1995

>arrested in 1996

>convicted in 1998

Kanra, you are a weak minded idiot who couldn't even hack it in the cake walk major that everybody who goes to college and doesn't know what to major in selects.

>>1868908

Why not continue to work hard then?

>>1868901

or maybe your inability to think romantically about industry and beauty of raw emotions themselves, means you need to blame some external force that's inhibiting your enlightenment.

the pipes in the walls that wash your shit into the sea is inhibiting your enlightenment.

protest your right to the to identify as the person that has to shit in a bucket, and physically transport it away from his home every day.

>>1868917

It's a fleeting feeling.

>>1868917

I misread the Wikipedia page.

okay. in that case, what did he do in his cabin, that he couldn't do in a city? read and write?

or get away with making bombs?

>>1868914

no, i was being ironical

You're scum and you deserve everything I say to you and more. deep down under all the shit you pull here you're still a scummy person and you disgust me beyond my ability to make myself say. you absolutely suck.

LATER FRIENDS

LUKA ♥

CUPCAKE A BULLY

>>1868920

maybe

>>1868924

nini scoots~ <3

lmao the fucking pot calling the kettle black has never been more blatant

>>1868923

whatever criteria made you certain about me, I wonder if you apply that consistently.

seems coincidentical that I'd just happen to be the worst offender of it, and also you happen to dislike me.

these sorts of adjectives are so personal to you, and not me. I can't see how it isn't.

>>1868929

you keep replying like the shit he says isn't totally retarded...oh dear...

>>1868918

My inability to think romantically about industry is linked to the undeniable fact that industry has killed millions of people and stripped the rest of their dignity. There are no raw emotions in an industrialized society. There are only the false emotions taught to us by the power structure.

Enlightenment is a bullshit word that people who live a life of luxury use to state they're better than everyone else.

I could shit in a hole and bury it. Or I could shit in a river and let it be washed away.

>>1868919

All feelings are fleeting except nausea.

>>1868921

Be a human being with dignity and an identity. He talked once about how when he was young he listened to the song of a mocking bird. He realized while listening to it that what it was singing was a car alarm. He was mortified that humans had become so destructive that they stripped away not just the dignity of other humans but that they stripped away the dignity of animals.

>>1868931

Well, true. But it would still be nice.

Sometimes all I really need is someone to just hold me for a few min.

>>1868933

You could get one of those weird pillows with the arms.

>>1868932

>>1868882

Yeah, someone invited them out to for sushi and the movies

­

>>1868884

But you said date just yesterday!

But glad it was all good~

Who's the lucky boye

>>1868934

I considered a fur suit filled with something heavy.

Cuddle up to that.

it's more like,

I know the feeling of demonizing most what you fear to be.

he is nothing like me.

he is nothing like me.

he could never be as lazy, as sadistic, as cruel, or dishonest as me. But if he sees me as bad, and he hopes not to be like me, I hope that means he's soundly none of these things. he never tells me what makes me so terrible with any detail, because he knows that his attention to those flaws will reveal things about him.

or maybe he hasn't thought it out.

he might not think anything out.

>>1868938

Someone who probably didn't even get the succ, poor dude

>>1868931

>the undeniable fact that industry has killed millions of people and stripped the rest of their dignity

i dont even

can someone else tell this retard that industry saves and creates more life than destroys?

why does your dignity have to require the absense of this miracle of human ingenuinty?

Why does Kanra always stir drama?

>>1868943

What? A movie AND food but no succ?

wth Luka

>>1868941

That sounds more expensive and weird.

>>1868937

i said it wasn't* a 'date' yesterday.

>>1868941

did we? or did I just use you to make myself feel better?

loco can't lose because he's not playing fair.

>Why does Kanra always stir drama?

he says, stirring the drama

I've seen more people than I ever wanted to see working god awful factory jobs for 30 or more years who are maybe on their last 15 of life who never got to be anything other than a factory worker because they never had a chance.

Factories pay us shit. It doesn't open doors and "moving up" in the company means being shown how to work another station and working 2 at once. It rarely saves. It more often traps.

>>1868946

It is.

>>1868948

We did.

I prefer my drama shaken, not stirred

>>1868945

Exactly, so mean. Not even a handy

>>1868947

I chose to ignore that tiny bit of information~

>>1868952

Friendzoned hardcore.

>>1868951

>I've seen more people than I ever wanted to see working god awful factory jobs for 30 or more years who are maybe on their last 15 of life who never got to be anything other than a factory worker because they never had a chance.

yea so fucknig way

you're rattling off the most cliche anti-Nature rhetoric

you haven't even TRIED to think that industry may be the better good

you're biased.

>>1868954

>if it's good for the few then it's good for the many

Have you ever actually worked an industry job?

squash is supposed to be one of your friends and in the past hour you've called him biased and told brought up the dog fucking

I'm out. Sorry for starting shit.

>>1868957

I had a bully in school who once caught me playing on a piano in the music room. we were told not to touch the instruments. he used the excuse of me breaking the rules to fuel his bullying. if you want me to feel bad, I don't really. if he can get graphic about dog fucking, surely getting objective about it makes sense, and can progress the conversation to its inevitable conclusion, that is acceptance that dog behaviour is an easily shattered illusion.

there's nothing rom- like you fucking read

>>1868944

>save and creates more life than it destroys

Evidence. I have both statistics and history to back me up. The latest OSHA statistics from 2016 state that 13 people died in work related accidents every day in an average work week. Taking that number alone and just assuming it was the same amount of people who died every year from the start of the first industrial revolution to just the end of the second industrial revolution you get the number of total deaths from work related accidents as 696,384 deaths. This number is grossly under inflated since it leaves out the major industrial accidents including large fires that swept entire factories killing everyone inside, it also leaves out the many massacres that occurred by strike breakers moving into union camps and breaking them up using physical violence, not to mention the production of weapons of war which made large scale killing as easy as pushing a button.

My dignity is hampered by this "miracle" as you call it because I no longer exist as an individual in the eyes of the state. I'm just a number. I'm programmed from birth to obey everything the power structure orders me to do. I'm forced to consume against my will, to contribute in ways I don't want to contribute, and to smile and legitimize internally the power structure.

>>1868951

I know.

>>1868955

I would never kill or otherwise harm another person, but if those who control the power and the means of production are destroyed I will not mourn their loss.

>>1868952

hmph

>:(

>>1868953

;_;

>>1868963

~

*petpet*

>>1868961

So you got anyone you want to be with?

I threatened to commit suicide on the anniversary of his dad's suicide.

pretty fucked up. the only time he ever showed empathy to me, was when he found out my dad abused me. guess I felt fucked up was what he wanted.

>like you fucking read

Mr. Pot, meet Mr. Kettle. Loco at least understands basic logic and can follow and argument to its end without resorting to just spewing random garbage that is demonstrable false.

>>1868965

I don't know, really.

>>1868966

Your father abused you physically nonsexual, sexually, or emotionally?

>>1868961

>13 people died in work related accidents every day in an average work week. Taking that number alone and just assuming it was the same amount of people who died every year from the start of the first industrial revolution to just the end of the second industrial revolution you get the number of total deaths from work related accidents as 696,384 deaths.

hundreds of millions of lives have been created, hundreds of billions of days of human lives have been lived, because of industry. Your disdain for statistics has left you unaware of the scale of human life, relative to history.

okay, maybe you personally hate your existence, but how about the existences of others?

>>1868968

I suppose if it's not something you care to seek at the moment it's not something to worry over.

I work 4am to 4pm most weeks.

6 days a week.

Tell me how my life has been saved when all but 3 hours a day is devoted to work.

>>1868964

rawr

>>1868959

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCgWVaPyFYw

I got this from Thorin on twitter..

>>1868971

if you're working more than you'd be needing to work in the woods, and you're getting less, something is fucked.

I'm not sure how the math of your life works out. I'm also talking about lives created and saved by stuff like advancements in medicine and pharamcy, because of industry.

ffs

your beliefs make sense to you. I'm sure this is all subjective anyways.

>>1868967

You want to be bullied hard, is that what you're saying?

>>1868973

nyah~

>>1868969

You didn't answer my question.

Relative to history the industrial revolution doesn't even appear as a blip on the radar. No, lives have not been created because of industry. Lives have been destroyed because of it. Days being lived in an industrialized society are not days worth living.

Let's have some more statistics, eh? The average time spent at work in THIS day and age by the average worker is 40 hours. Paleolithic hunter-gatherers spent an average of 20 hours a week on work, which includes hunting animals for food and foraging for edible plants, activities we consider recreation in this day and age.

I no longer hate my existence. I'm free, my work has finally been liberated. I've found my pocket of silence and the courage to paint badly.

>>1868970

I just take everything in stride these days.

>>1868975

What about the lives spent making dildos?

That is part of the industry.

I really don't care either way about this whole thing honestly.

But I feel like you are kind of marginalizing a lot of people who's lives the industry ruins by saying it's good and not really seeing how it is also very not good.

>>1868977

As long as it works.

>>1868974

*pets the pretty kitty*

>>1868976

lol

>>1868968

emotionally. verbally. upsetting stuff. but then loco voice chatted with me. and he was really nice. and he says things about me that give me nothing but doubt and confusion, and I ask him to explain, and he subtly suggests he understands me, and can see my core and judge me scum.

then every comment he makes after that makes sure the doubt and confusion is reinforced, but continually making deep, cutting, vague comments, that judge me. If I suffer, will that please him?

>>1868979

morning

>>1868981

cute~

>>1868983

actually i jus woke up

Oof good morning

what are you stilll doing up?

>>1868984

Talking about yourself again, I see~

Is true

>>1868977

>Days being lived in an industrialized society are not days worth living.

are you judging the days of lives of others, that are not your own? you know that they'd be better off dead?

fuck it. you're not going to be convinced. You utterly believe that life is worse because of industry, and that the life provided by industry is actually not even worth living, but somehow one in the woods is.

I know you don't have reasons for this, and it's just feeling.

>>1868986

*hugs*

>>1868988

haha yes I forgot

School

>>1868989

I'm a degenerate

>>1868990

*hugs back*

:3

>>1868991

Nah, church. Is Sunday

>>1868975

>advancement in medicine and pharmacy

Also the amount of lives lost due to things like antibiotic resistant super bacteria, staph infections, more prevalent cancers due to heavily processed foods containing dangerous chemicals, not to mention the crippling debt people in the US go into who can't afford medical insurance and don't qualify for medicaid. Then there's the now prevalent prion diseases that people in England have due to the exposure to BSE which turns into vCJD in humans, the amount of pollutants we breath due to large scale factories, the destruction of natural resources through mining and fracking, industrial accidents like oil spills, the poisoning of the sea by dumping plastics into it, the rising global temperature which has caused the ice caps to melt, etc.

>>1868978

It might not work too well, but at least I'm consistent.

>>1868980

>emotionally

Okay, that's all I needed to know. Get over yourself, you fucking pansy. Your daddy didn't love you, big fucking deal. My mother beat me mercilessly when I was younger, my father was married to an emotionally abusive alcoholic that used to go on rampages and destroy things around the house while hurling insults at me. He's right, you are scum.

>>1868987

We'd all be better off dead. Then maybe this planet can recover and flourish again.

My reasoning is that the shift from a primitive hunter-gatherer society to a settled agrarian society caused the rise of greed, mass violence, and the class system which further fueled the greed and violence. This was only worsened because of the Industrial Revolution. My thoughts and ideas are not based on feeling alone. Unlike you, I research everything I have an opinion about so that I can have solid support for my views.

>>1868992

what will you do today?

>>1868993

Could be a good thing at times.

>>1868993

>Also the amount of lives lost due to things like antibiotic resistant super bacteria, staph infections, more prevalent cancers due to heavily processed foods containing dangerous chemicals, not to mention the crippling debt people in the US go into who can't afford medical insurance and don't qualify for medicaid. Then there's the now prevalent prion diseases that people in England have due to the exposure to BSE which turns into vCJD in humans, the amount of pollutants we breath due to large scale factories, the destruction of natural resources through mining and fracking, industrial accidents like oil spills, the poisoning of the sea by dumping plastics into it, the rising global temperature which has caused the ice caps to melt, etc.

yes, even all those fucking numbers put together

we're talking trillions of days lived, of movies watched, of air breathed, of books read, of love made.

Do it kanra.....build that wall.......

BUILD IT

>>1868994

help someone pick parts for his computer, it seems. Am doing that right now anyway.

What about you?

wait kanra what are you saying about my dad

>>1868995

Could be, nothing has come my way recently though, which is fine.

>>1868996

>trillions of lives lived

As opposed to the actually uncountable number of days not lived due to lives being cut short.

>air breathed

Air full of pollutants that cause cancer.

>movies watched

That doesn't mean anything at all.

>books read

You haven't read any books.

>love made

Because people didn't fuck before industry. People didn't fall in love before industry. Love and sex magically appeared at the start of the Industrial Revolution.

Go fuck yourself, you self aggrandizing sack of shit.

>>1869001

uh if you don't support the wall that makes you a commie

>>1869002

How is the gallery thing going?

>>1869003

And I for sure don't want to be a commie.

>>1868999

i want to build my first ever computer someday ;~;

i'm just enjoying funny youtubes and memes, and thinking about video games.

>>1869004

It's slow going, which is to be expected.

>>1869004

you better not.............talk bad about communism...............................!!!

That was good eats.

back, bakas.

>>1869005

It's great fun, and it's nice playing with what you built yourself.

Should play some instead of just thinking about them~

>>1869008

ewwwwwwwwww

>>1869005

Build pc!

>>1869006

well, hopefully something turns up.

>>1869007

We bleed red.

>>1869012

how are you enjoying the day squassers?

>>1869000

I said you think I'm fucked up because I said what I did on the anniversary of your dad's suicide. of course I couldn't have known. but you did mention it repeatedly afterwards. I felt sick. I still feel sick.

wtf i suddenly just got in a great mood

>>1869013

Well enough. Might go to town and get food.

Charging my electronics before the storm.

>>1869009

i want super computer with some kinda titan thingy x

and super ultra mother board with tonsa gigahrtz

and fast rams

i kno, but im distracted ;~;

>>1869011

too many parts not optimized with each other ;~;

>>1869012

I need more exposure. More competitions, more publication, etc. Plus I ought to either move to the DFW so I can be in the city that's growing exponentially in the arts or at least make it a habit to drive up there every other weekend to visit galleries.

>>1869015

...

...my dad's alive though

why you making shit up

>>1869017

the hurricane is supposed to hit you?

Yikes I hope you can stay safe

do you have the high ground??

>loco's dad suicide

another lie. I wish loco would do a suicide

>>1869019

Don't you have the magazine thing going?

I'd figure you'd get exposure there.

>>1869022

I live on a mountain.

>>1869021

we're only like season 7 of this shit

don't blame the writers for forgetting continuity and roll with it.............

>>1869024

I like to think that all of us live on our own mountain

yes, I can understand your metaphorical struggle very well...........

but please remember that even though you live on a mountain

no man is an island

dont be afraid to open yourself up : : ))

>>1869018

eww~

but why? Distracted with what?

>>1869020

Wow, all this sarcasm

>>1869026

No, Bard. I live on a literal mountain.

I like how Kanra tries to sound like he knows what he's talking about, but when a person who actually knows what they are talking about, at least to a much better degree than he does, argues with him he starts dropping points left and right to try and save face.

>>1869024

Yes, but that's the first magazine. I need a lot of exposure since I don't know anybody in a gallery personally.

>>1869021

He's trying to win sympathy.

I wish I knew what I was talking about.

>>1869028

o-oh gosh

that's some where the red fern grows deliverance shit

FOOL DROPPING MAD BOMBS

>>1869029

do you HONESTLY expect to out WIT someone who watches RICK and MORTY?

hu help

I don't think anyone can come back from this roast.

>>1869029

Ah. Not a big name magazine?

Guys.

Come on.

>>1869021

you shouldn't be allowed to fuck with me after me being at my most vulnerable towards you. nothing can ever be fair after that. every kick you make, I assure you, is felt.

>>1869037

Don't

stop

me

cause

I'm

>>1869038

Loco is a manipulator and liar. It is okay kanra.

havin a good time

HAVIN A GOOD TIME

>>1869033

That show is a garbage show.

>>1869036

It's a big magazine, but that's only one magazine one time.

>>1869038

i never said a goddamn thing about my dad committing suicide to you. tell me where that comes from. or did you just make it up?

I sure wish Darwin was around..........

All my friends have been posting colored caps of that anime made in abyss and it all reminds me of dars manga caps

>>1869029

Fool, if it ever seems like I'm rationalizing a view I already have, and just want to prop it up for its own sake, let me know.

At least have faith that I believe that my delusional beliefs are well intentioned and thought out.

>>1869027

not ew

because its effort

I'll be honest. I expected you to say close to the edge.

>>1869042

o

Any other outlets to be known?

kanra's usually most vulnerable right before he's had his

Morning Coffee

>tfw nobody ever meaningfully roasts u

>>1869047

now that you mention it

>>1869045

I believe they are intentioned but I refuse to believe they are thought out at all.

>>1869047

Yes, but those competitions are at the beginning of the year.

>>1869051

Well the new year is only 3 months away.

>>1869043

this post, right here, on the same day, moments after you blocked me, and called me sick

>>1847999

>>1847999

>>1847999

>>1869053

Kanra.

He was making a joke about 9/11 with his dad being one of the punjabs that blew up the tower.

>>1869053

>9/11/2017

>it's the anniversary of my dad's death today.

>we will meet again in allah's embrace

>9 / 11

do you get the joke

>>1869052

Yes, I know. I'll have to keep a close eye on my email for the alerts.

jesus fucking christ

>>1869056

Email is for squares.

All the cool kids use fax.

I haven't laughed that hard in a long time. Thank you.

autists have a hard time finding subtle humor clues and tend to take things literally

leave him alone guys

>>1869058

I can't afford a fax.

Far be it from me to say anything, but like, can we all just stop?

>>1869061

I'll fax you mine.

>>1869063

it's not like there's any other conversations going on

If they quit it's just going to go stale or we're all going to go back to the

hehe~ flirting that occupies 22 hours of the boards daily schedule

no

this is amazing and i am going to tease him about it forever

don't take this from me

Kanra, please, darling, you need to stop. for your sake.

>>1869067

hehe.....o//o

the poor baby has been eating his guts out thinking it was my dad's anniversary

i want to hug him. <3

>>1869064

Honestly preferable.

I'm having a chill convo with Fool.

Start a chill convo.

>>1869066

Please just stop dude.

>>1869071

>Please just stop dude.

how about no

It was a purely innocent confusion and my entertainment is mostly the humour of being relieved and being able to give him some relief. It's fine. We're cool.

>>1869054

>>1869055

i'm not really sure how to feel at the moment.

I carried this for weeks. yea, this is funny.

guess I connected dots that shouldn't have been, and even I'm a little amused by this. really wish you would just be straightforward and not mean to me though. stop hinting at how awful I am like I should know. stop punishing me for whatever crimes you think I committed.

>>1869071

There's nobody here for me to socialize with

I've already alienated myself from everybody and it's awkward and feels fake to try

it's easier for me to make quips at someone elses expensve and maintain my social prescence without having to actaully be social

:(

>>1869074

You threatened to kill yourself if I didn't do what you told me to. That was the mean thing you did.

>>1869075

We should make up Bard. Babygirl.

>>1869077

scoots I.........

I......................

>>1869075

ok

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>>1869080

you interrupted my post chain and now I hate you forever

>>1869082

>>1869076

did you ever go back and read that?

I know you didn't. why pretend like the context that was said in wasn't obvious, or my immediate saying I wouldn't actually do that. I was at peak anxiety, and fear of being left alone with my thoughts, and especially you, because I accidentally shared sensitive things to you, and told you you could hurt me.

you weren't hurt by my words.

but now you're using them as an excuse to hurt me. this isn't even a metaphor or interpretation, this is literally what you're doing.

>>1869062

And we're talking about just as many babies, adults, children, and the elderly who were forced to stay in the work force dying. We've only relatively recently gotten the death rate to be lower than the birth rate, and even that has caused all sorts of problems.

We're talking about dozens today. The numbers would increase if we went back yearly, getting into the hundreds during the first and second Industrial Revolutions.

1. See above

2. The "resources" available are not available to most people. In countries that are currently industrializing, places like India, the resources available to the vast majority of the citizenry is so expensive that it's impossible for them to obtain them. In places like South East Asia, poor working conditions cause all sorts of sicknesses and deaths with employees working in factories being de facto slave labor. Some factories forbid their employees from falling in love, getting married, or having children. China being one of the worst offenders for these horrendous working conditions. We also can't forget the countless lives lost in large scale wars that were impossible before the 20th Century because the industry wasn't there, asbestos which caused thousands of cases of cancer, industrial chemicals being used that not only cause cancer in those exposed to it directly but also negatively impact the health of children born to people exposed to it, the poisoning of the planet, the increasing temperatures causing the ice caps to melt because of industrial manufacturing, etc.

>>1869063

I don't have a fax.

>>1869084

You immediately said you PROBABLY wouldn't do that, and then said what you were going to do was cut yourself because of me.

I don't deal with terrorists.

>>1869079

>>1869081

>>1869079

>>1869078

>>1869085

Yes. That is why I'm faxing you mine. So you have one.

>>1869088

But where will I plug it in?

>>1869087

fucking destroyed kid

>>1869089

I'll fax you an outlet.

You all saw me be the bigger person. Bard is just a fucking retard.

>>1869091

But I don't have a fax!

>>1869093

That is why I am going to fax you a fax so you have a fax.

>>1869094

But I don't have a way to plug that in.

>>1869095

That's what the outlet is for.

>>1869086

not sure if you noticed, but the nicest time you were during those interactions, giving me the most attention, was during something particularly fucked up. I got panicked. and I said things, and you're deciding there was something in them that let you know I was a monster, or a terrorist, or a sick. I've been trying not to think about this, but I keep ending up thinking about this. I'm not sure how bad I should feel over this. I didn't mean to terrorize you, but I guess that's what I did.

but I don't think you actually care, Loco. I think you want to think what you want about me, otherwise you'd accept an apology, and understand the conditions over that week that lead to a moment, and even in that moment I tried to explain I didn't mean what I said.

>>1869096

Yes, but how can I get the outlet if I don't have a fax?

>>1869100

Ugh. Fuck it. I'll just fax you the details.

>>1869097

Learn to get attention without trying 2 kill urself

>>1869097

You never apologised, and even now you're making it out like I'm the bad guy. I'm such an asshole for not being more understanding when someone tries to blackmail me.

Work through your shit.

>>1869102

SMUG

LAUGHING

CAT

GIRL

.

PNG

Loco, you've never apologized for shit either.

Hiiiiiiiii

>>1869107

>>1869107

wow i thought you were gone forever

i apologise to sabs daily

here u go

an HD version of ur pic

>>1869111

thanks this will be sure to burn through my data faster

Not what I mean.

>>1869113

ME ON THE LEFT

>>1869108

Hi Luka, what's up ?

>>1869109

I might have. Who knows ?

>>1869111

Where is she from ?

>>1869112

burn!!!!

>>1869102

What details?

>>1869101

Yes, we got the birth rate to be higher than the death rate, this has caused all sorts of problems as well. From overpopulation causing a shortage in housing and other resources, to a strain on the economy with all these sick elderly people draining social security and requiring increasingly more expensive and frequent medical treatment which is covered by medicare, a social welfare program that everyone pays into.

I have no problem with social welfare, however, the amount we pay versus the amount we spend is not equalized.

>>1869117

It will all be in the fax.

>>1869104

I'm telling you I will feel as bad as you want me to feel for what I did.

I'm not sure if an apology would work here. I got this gut feeling that it won't.

I feel like even if I did, you've judged my very core enough times that there's always something to be disgusted about within me.

sorry for threatening to blackmail you. I'm calm now, and know damn well that was wrong. not in the expectation that you'll forgive me, but I'll apologize and mean it as many times as you want.

I am working through my shit. but now I- im really tired.

you're not a bad guy. you're not the bad guy.

I'm not the good guy, I'm not a victim.

you're just a person that says, and has said many things to me, another person. and I'm telling you I've felt a lot of it, and I've tried to come up with answers for why, but all I can do is try to explain myself.

at least when you're calling me a terrorist, factor in my remorse and shame, and willingness to overcome the emotions that make me say those things.

>>1869118

Voltron ?

And i'm sure your life is interesting. You're just shy.

>>1869114

>>1869119

But I don't have a fax.

>>1869124

When Squash gives you dem true FAX

>>1869117

yes, money and debts and credit cards and banks and corporations and media and ambiguous black liquids pumped into the rivers and probably drinking water and the sky and our food.

*hiss*

vaccines? more like poisons. humans were never meant to fight disease. let Nature do her job and kill more women in child birth.

judge me senpai

>>1869125

>>1869129

>>1869123

Me too. I'm afraid of what my life could end up looking like. I've been playing LoL too much lately, and I'm still very bad.

>>1869127

The birth and death rates were stabilized during the paleolithic. The increase in birth mortality rates came about when people began living in settled communities. Do some fucking research on a topic before you decide to start an argument with somebody.

>>1869130

>>1869131

i should be playing lol right now

but instead im posting here and watching youtube vids

>>1869120

the only fundamental problem a person can have is being complacent in their problems

if you're trying to be better then whatever. you're only disgusting when you act like your acting disgusting is justified. so don't do that and you're fine.

>>1869132

okay, so tens of thousands of paleolithic mothers gave birth,

28 maternal deaths per 100,000 live births in 2013

still more life. still more days lived by more humans.

I don't need to know precise numbers to know that all the ones you're using are orders of magnitude smaller.

>>1869133

Too bad we're on different continents. It'd be nice to play together.

>>1869134

how about you write down what disgusts you about me, or what I should personally find disgusted by.

because you've said a lot. and some of it are things I have no idea if they're just me, why they keep happening, or how I should feel about them even if I do them and know they're wrong. like, you call me stupid. do you mean emotionally stupid? or actually stupid? did I not get something you said? it's not your fault I play these things over in my head.

if I'm going to take in your judgements, try your best to explain yourself clearly.

because my stupid emotions like to take the worse parts and ruin days by pinpointing everything that's wrong.

>tfw everyone wishes they were as smart and universally beloved as you

Man, I can feel it.

>>1869136

:(

im on NA

>>1869135

Not at all, there are more people who have died over the course of the thousands of years we've been living this way than there are people who have been born in the last couple of centuries. And we also see with this mode of living, not just in Industrial society but also in agrarian societies dating back to the beginning of civilization (read the move from hunter-gather to settled agrarian) epidemics of diseases that wipe out millions of lives. We are not talking about deaths magnitudes smaller than births we have now, we are talking about the current world population many times over in deaths. The total number of deaths dating back to the start of the Agrarian Revolution and moving through both Industrial Revolutions to the present day so far exceed the number of lives actually lived past a few days or even a few years (because not only was infant mortality high, but the mortality rate all the up to the age of five or six was also extraordinarily high) that we could fill every square inch of land many times over with corpses.

>>1869137

figure your shit out for yourself.

>>1869139

I know, much sad. If I tried to play with you I would have atrocious lags.

Adachi, are you the one that said you wanted to fuck dogs and that it's okay to rape people?

The only time rape is justified is for class enemies and kulaks,

There is nothing wrong with fucking dogs.

He wants to do it because he can't have sex with women.

>>1869146

Did the dogs consent

Mandulis?

Or something like that. Maybe it was that dogs are easier to get along with? I can't quite remember all the details.

>>1869140

here is a literal chart of the population increase since the Industrial Revolution

whatever numbers you're using to get the idea that deaths increased, you're not adding up properly.

>>1869141

yea, I will, but how about you don't vaguely hint I have shit wrong with me all the time, and not explain. I will say this again: it has ruined days of my life. if you're going to do anything, next time you want to be scathing, explain to me what I can do so that you'll stop being scathing towards me. I'd very much like for it to stop.

but some of it is about 'me'

and not my actions

or my emotions

and I can't stop being me, but that is the thing you say is wrong.

Fool?

>>1869147

I like it over sex with men.

>>1869148

Darling.

>>1869143

When the hell did I say that ?

>>1869144

I don't know, locally probably, but I wanted to play internationally... That'd be bad. Why, did you want to try ?

>>1869153

Are we talking about male dogs ? Don't they have worms and stuff ?

>>1869153

Good morning.

>>1869154

You do get that all dogs can have worms right?

And not all dogs have them. You just have to deworm them if they do.

>>1869155

How are you, love?

>>1868957

>>1868957

>>1868957

>>1868957

>>1868957

>>1868957

>squash is supposed to be one of your friends and in the past hour you've called him biased and told brought up the dog fucking

>squash is supposed to be one of your friends

I am utterly terrified about how I treat squash. I've expressed this to him. told him to let me know whenever I do something wrong, or that he doesn't like.

but when you say this, I make myself feel guilt. instantly. regret. shame. I try to explain it away, and I hope Squash will understand, but if he actually felt mistreated by me, I'd feel like utter garbage. and I think you're telling me to feel like utter garbage with this post.

>>1869152

MANDY!

>>1869151

Yes, we have seven billion people alive today. As opposed to 108 billion dead people, and given that it wasn't until relatively recently that births outnumbered deaths. In the Paleolithic it only took 80 births per 1000 people to sustain their tribe and ensure survival. Where I'm getting my numbers from is the Population Reference Bureau in Washington, which uses as their starting point 50,000BPE.

>>1869153

I don't know. Sex with men is pretty fantastic. I've never had sex with a dog, so I can't really compare, but still.

>>1869154

Like, last year or something?

Oh, and here's an article by the PRB that talks about total number of people ever alive.

http://www.prb.org/Publications/Articles/2002/HowManyPeopleHaveEverLivedonEarth.aspx

>>1869160

Might be the taboo of it.

I can get off with dogs pretty easy at least.

>>1869164

You're a strange person.

>>1869159

>do something bad

>feel bad about it

what's your point here? that i made you feel bad by pointing out the truth and it's my fault?

okay?

>>1869157

Maybe I could try. I just need to know when you're online. Do we have a discord or something like that ?

>>1869158

I am aware of that, but apparently it is something fairly common. Too common to take the risk of assfucking a dog if you want my opinion.

>>1869160

I remember something about saying that I was desperate at this point, but I wasn't really serious. I think I kind of wanted to see how the thread would react. And about raping, no, I never said that there was nothing wrong with that. I can't even imagine one case where raping is okay.

>>1869164

Is the taboo enough to go to this point ? I feel like there must be more.

>>1869165

I know.

I fucking hate Thanksgiving

>>1869167

Don't fuck a dog in the ass.

Only fuck a dog if she's in heat and a large breed.

>>1869167

Even if it's a funny rape?

>>1869168

Do you? Do you really?

>>1869170

Too much info. But...thanks ? I guess ?

>>1869171

Rape can't be funny, therefore no.

>>1869160

I'm not sure what your point is.

108 billion dead over 50,000 years is a big number, but small compared to 7 billion alive on this Earth

it's not like souls are in line to get bodies

there are just... people... and more people get to live more days because of industry. if you have unhealthy habits, don't blame industry. you can opt to recreate the harsh conditions of Paleolithic man if you please.

I am thankful for Loco being such a terrible person. It always gives me a pick-me-up.

>>1869171

Ya.

>>1869172

I just want to be sure you aren't hurting the dog if you end up doing it.

>>1869166

YOU HAVE SAID A LOT OF THIGNS ABOUT ME LOCO

WHAT OF IT WAS TRUE?

HOW MUCH?

HOW TRUE?!?

it's not that you make me feel bad, it's that some part of you wants to make me feel bad, and you're telling me to do something about it, but you've said so much is wrong with me, that I'm not sure if I can do everything about all of it.

you word them to hurt me. you don't say, "Here's what's wrong, here's a better approach"

you just say, "So much is wrong with you. This. and this. and this. and this. and this. wow, even new stuff. Why won't you change?"

one leads to a confusing, anxious mess. one might actually help, if that's what you're doing.

>>1869175

Clowns are more creepy than funny. That would make a creepy rape. I mean, more than usual.

>>1869176

Okay, okay. But I'm not sure to see how heat is mandatory.

>>1869177

Don't know, don't want to know.

>>1869178

work your shit

out

for yourself

>>1869173

108,000,000 is small compared to 7,000,000. You realize you're retarded of course.

There are more people, which causes all sorts of problems. Industry also causes horrendous problems I've already listed. Living in cities and large communities like we do now causes all sorts of problems. You literally cannot justify any of this beyond that we're doing it now so we should be happy with it. Industry is a nightmare that has stripped us of our dignity and our identities, the trade off in comfort is not worth it. We cannot even see the problem as a whole because while we weren't paying attention some rich fucks set up a power structure that has systematically programmed us not to see what is going on. We are being used, and when we stop being useful we'll be thrown away.

THIS WAY OF LIVING IS NOT NATURAL AND CAUSES ALL SORTS OF HORRENDOUS PROBLEMS THAT WE CANNOT SOLVE.

No, I cannot recreate the conditions of the paleolithic. The only way to do that is the total dismantling of society and industry and a complete rewilding of every person.

>>1869176

Interesting.

>>1869179

Clowns are god damned hilarious. What if the clown was being raped? Also, what if the rape was sensual?

>>1869180

He's a rich kid. He's used to people doing things for him.

>>1869181

I don't think a rape can be sensual.

>>1869182

I just don't care about rape in general.

This spoiler is in depth info about dog fucking. Read at your own risk.

>>1869179

A dog is not very receptive physically when out of heat. When it is in heat it's able to accommodate you vaginally. Otherwise you're going to be hurting the dog a lot because it's body has not made itself ready to be fucked. It causes the canal to expand.

>>1869184

Like, if the rapist lit candles and rubbed your shoulders while he raped you or something. A sensual rape.

>>1869167

we do have a discord

>I don't care about rape.

>Adachi, 2017

>Not caring about rape

>>1869191

This.

>>1869167

join my discord :3

https://discord.gg/jVAKzz

>>1819829

>it's how you're acting

>>1819830

>god this is depressing. i'm out.

>>1819833

>you fucking what

>You

>How are you like this

>>1819898

>i think all of us are discovering the safety mechanisms kanra has in his brain that safeguard his ego from being shattered.

>you're sick

>>1819810

>i can't take it anymore. there is so much pain.

>>1819818

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>>1819772

>Everything with you is peer pressure and wikipedia bias and groupthink

>how much of a spineless weak slug do you have to be to go through these mental gymnastics to justify why you are absolutely right all the time

>>1819802

>work your shit out

>you're a terrorist

stop being a twat

stop being depressing

stop how I'm acting

you're the one being sick

how the fuck am I supposed to WORK OUT why you said these things

what you're doing seems like torture

what you've said is that it's so obvious that anyone can see what's wrong with me,

but I can't. I can't and you tell me I should, but I can't.

haha deurrrr let me just make my problems someone elsees fault

>>1869181

>108,000,000 is small compared to 7,000,000. You realize you're retarded of course.

what I fucking said was

"108 billion dead over 50,000 years is a big number, but small compared to 7 billion alive on this Earth"

>>1869185

I don't want to rape someone.

>>1869186

That's...info I don't think I'll ever use but it's still nice to know.

>>1869189

Sounds nice. Who is on it ?

>>1869190

>>1869192

I meant that I'm not interested in rape porn. Or in raping. Gosh.

>>1869191

I didn't understand most of those words.

>>1869194

I'm very careful about all this Bard. I will need a triple check from trusty members before clicking on that.

>>1869198

Gunna need it if you fuck a dog.

>>1869198

welcome to our /animus/ discord:

https://discord.gg/cUU2DY

>>1869200

Unlikely. But thanks anyway.