/abdl/ - Adult Baby - Diaper Lover★

>>61524

>I have no intention on wearing 24/7. It would be a thing I do when I'm alone for a few hours and maybe to bed for the fun of it. I still live at home, once I live on my own who knows what I'll do.

I still live at home too, it’s really the only thing keeping me from getting deeper into ABDL stuff at this point. I don’t really get the desire to wear 24/7 either. Usually once I jerk off I don’t think about diapers at all. Unless diapers are actually super comfortable I can’t see me ever wanting to forgo underwear for them. It just sounds so comfy to diaper up, pop in a pacifier and just relax and do whatever -- using them, sleeping, watching shows, etc. Besides the obvious sexual aspect that is what draws me to diapers the most

>>61532

>I drink about 2 gallons of water a day so I end up pissing a lot, when I'm home that would be nice to just go in my pants, as long as I don't lose control when I'm out in the world.

I drink a lot of soda and that makes me have to piss a lot too. It’d be nice sometimes just to let it go and continue with what I’m doing. I agree with you on being out in public. I want control over my own body 99% of the time. I think stuff like unpotty training is crazy (though I admit it’s a good jerk off fantasy).

>I thought about messing, but I really didn't want to deal with it so I didn't.

I have to get really horny to mess myself. Sometimes the urge just randomly hits me every few months. Two days ago I did it and the last time before that was early April, so not too often. It’s really hot in the moment but the clean-up often makes me wonder if it’s worth it. I’m not really disgusted by it too much but it just takes so much time and effort to clean up -- I think this would be made a little easier with diapers as opposed to briefs though, plus you can just throw it away afterwards rather than try to clean the ruined underwear.

>It happened when I started to cross dress. I used to get boners at the thought of putting my skirts on, now It's just a thing I do and enjoy. It still turns me on, but not in the same way.

I used to crossdress when I was a teen and started to feel the same way about panties and bras. Sadly I purged all of my stuff (it made me paranoid to keep around, partially why I don’t have diapers). I really like how diapers look on people though so who knows

>Yes I'm a huge faggot.

You and me both

>>61539

Samefag here.

Just wanted to say I feel like that quote could apply to so many more fetishes than this one. It's really fucking funny and accurate :/

>>61537

>>61538

>>61539

I started out messing only on very special occasions, and even then often thinking that it was better in fantasy than real life afterwards.

Now I mess every day. And love it every time.

The cleanup even turns me on…

>>61553

I’d probably mess everyday if I could. With underwear it’s just such a pain. Messing is wonderful. I just like filling up the seat of my pants and feeling the warmth, the smell even, unf

>>61594

Let me guess California? Though if that were the case I doubt you’d be as anxious about your fetish being exposed. Anyway my suggestion would be to apply online for a job in the area you want to live in, get said job, and assuming you at least have a car just live there for a while until you have enough money to afford an apartment or house. Now you will need to find a local laundromat and a gas station that has a shower if you want to keep your job, but once you do that you should be able to work your way up in life and at your job.

>>61602

Well if that job doesn’t work out and since you want to move to Alaska I’d suggest joining the military since there are plenty of bases there. You’re clearly capable of delayed gratification so you should be able to move up to the point you could choose where you live.

>>61604

>You’re clearly capable of delayed gratification

I'll take that as a complement since I play things for the long game. I'll think that shit sucks now and I hate it, but if I stick with this it will all work out someday. It helps that i have a good work ethic.

I still might just say fuck it and order diapers and just hide them like I used to hide my girl clothes. Getting caught is a almost non-issue. By the time I get home everyone has had dinner already. I won't need to leave my room to pee and I can just toss the used diaper in the trash and bag it up to throw away before I go to bed. Not messing them of course. I'll sleep on it, but i might do it.

I like my job for the most part. I work a lot of hours but it beats staying up all night doing fuck all like I used to do. I'll get there. I still want to visit so I'm going to save for a vacation there and go maybe next year or in 2 years when I have a lot more vacation days and money. I also save a lot so that should help…I hope.

>>61605

It was a compliment basically delayed gratification is a good indicator of higher intelligence compared to those who don’t choose it.

Stop making excuses for yourself and just go buy some diapers. There are also many budget options, such as Northshore Supremes and Tranquility ATNs that are perfect for a fix.

>>61623

For me having stuff like that in the house while living with my parents makes me really paranoid. It’s better not risking having them discovered. Back when I was a teen I tried to order diapers and my parents intercepted my package before I could open it and hide them away. They found out I had ordered diapers but I tried to play it off as some sort of mistake (semi-convincingly). It was without doubt the most embarrasing thing that’s ever happened to me. I don’t know what I’d do if they found out that I would get off from messing, wetting and wearing them. I think I’ll be happier when I can enjoy them alone and not having to worry about parents

>>61627

You sound like me. I have a job, my own vehicle and insurance, pay my own expenses, but still live with my single parent. Mom and I are in this boat where I can't afford to live on my own, and she can't afford for me to leave since I pay half the bills and occasionally the rent. The working poor is a thing, and it sucks.

We could qualify for things like foodstamps and hud assistance….but fuck that noise. We ain't no welfare babies. We EARNED our poverty, dammit.

>>61767

samefag here.

And on the subject of personal space and privacy, She's super chill about it. I have my living space and she has hers. No packages or letters get opened by either of us without permission, not that it's ever a big deal anyway. We're both just really chill about that shit.

>>61768

>No packages or letters get opened by either of us without permission

My parents used to do this when I was younger. Funnily enough they stopped after I ordered diapers and my dad opened them. I denied that I had ordered them and they were sent back, but I'm pretty sure they knew deep down at least

>>61767

>We could qualify for things like foodstamps and hud assistance….but fuck that noise. We ain't no welfare babies. We EARNED our poverty, dammit.

On the one hand, I feel sorry for you. On the other hand, you're fucking idiots. You aren't even being generous to help people less fortunate than yourselves - you're being generous to the fucking government. The sum total of your generosity over your entire lifetime is less than the bribes the average senator takes every year to continue their policy of fucking you over.

>>61863

Bitch, we are generous to those less fortunate. We donate clothes and food to shelters all the time. And pay our taxes so you can have a hot meal of junk food, paid for with your stamps, and your beer and tobacco you used the money you didn't wanna spend on food for. Fuck off.

>>61863

You think I don't know I'm getting fucked? Of course I know that. WTF can I do about it.

>take it back by being a welfare baby. That'll show the government.

Ok bud.

>>61512 (OP)

I've never worn diapers either. I really wish I could. I am still cute even at my age, I just have no one to do this with. I still live at home and take care of a dying parent.

>>61876

I get this feel, while I’ll obviously want to wear diapers by myself it would / will be a lot funner to do it with another person

>>61863

>>61767

>>61873

I have to agree with the latter anon on this one even Ayn Rand took social security on the grounds that she did pay taxes on all sorts of programs so she might as well get a little bit of it back. That being said I also have to agree on the first anon’s principles in that he shouldn’t take it if he won’t use it to rise out of poverty as it’s supposed to be used for.

>>61884

That's the thing man, I'm poor as shit…. in the sense that my bills and rent nearly zero me out every month, but I'm surviving. I'm about to pay off my vehicle and real estate loan soon. So I won't be zeroing out, AND I'll have a working vehicle and LAND to my name. Land that I can use for…whatever the fuck I want. No direct government assistance required.

But here's the thing. I work the register at the grocery store in a low-income area. The MAJORITY of people pay with stamps. SOME of them I see do genuinely need the assistance. I don't disrespect the notion that we all need help once in a while. But I see some who are getting in excess of $300, $400, $500+ per month. It's crazy. For FOOD. Low-income area. That shit is not THAT expensive here.

I wish I could tell you the number of fucks and cucks who pay for their food with stamps, and then have the audacity to whip out a billfold of 50's and 100's and ask me to go behind the counter and pick them up a CARTON of cigs while they also have 30 packs of beer. FUCK YOU! You don't need that, clearly.

I'm sorry for the autistic rant. I needed a place to vent this out.

>>61890

Btw. Yeah, that's my job… for now. Got applications and resumes all over looking to move up in life. I almost got out of there, but another applicant got the job. Not giving up though. So trust me, I ain't complacent with my situation. It just takes time to get shit rolling.

Who /nodiap/ here? I quit diapers for 3 months straight and my vision has improved, I feel fully rested on only 3 hours sleep, and I can run marathons on a moment's notice

>>62037

Shit, that's nothing. For me, it turns out that with no diapers I can fly short distances as well as being able to crush my enemies, see them driven before me, and hear the lamentations of their women.

I realized I had a diaper fetish when I was in freshman year of high school. I'm 21 now, but due to big mental health issues I had to drop out of college just before I finished my first year. I'm ready to handle day-to-day life now so I'm signing up for a class or two at the nearby community college. My parents plan to buy me a nearby condo at some point after so I can have familial support and still learn to live on my own. I'll can take all the classes I need there for a while before going back to the 4-year college and commute again.

I'm gonna go all out with the brand when I buy my first pack of diapers. I'll make a separate Amazon account and fund it with gift cards. Is there anything better on Amazon than Dry 24/7? XL size goodnites seem really good for when I get into the ageplay mindset too. >61509 in the buyer's guide thread said they fit with a waist a little above 34", but mine is almost exactly 36". Any guesses if they'll fit? I'll post there too if you're curious about the answer.

>>62838

Welp, forgot the second >. Does that means linking to another thread is a triple >?

I live at home. Once I move out I'm wearing and never stopping.