/abdl/ - Adult Baby - Diaper Lover

I partially get what you're saying. But for me I've got separate head spaces for these things. I've got the innocent ab head space but I'm also a submissive. That for me is mostly sexual. And I also like wearing and enjoying diapers little or not. So for me it all depends on how I'm feeling.

I've noted that I only ever wear ABDL diapers and not once the regular medical ones. Typically with cute animals like Little Pawz, Safari, and Overnights.

>>47590

I've been under the impression my sub mentality was my ab one as chastity and other domination ideas quickly follow.

I like to dream about a world outside of the domination matrix and freewill can't co exist with these other desires.

The sexual side doesn't corrupt it for me. When I am in that headspace, it doesn't feel adult. It just feels like an extension of my innocence. I can be in this headspace and be extremely excited and end up napping sleeping onto a 5 foot teddy bear drinking from a bottle.

I don't know if that makes sense to anyone else because sex for them ejects them from their innocent headspace. Not sure how to really explain it. The best way that I can think of is that I have an itch, and this itch is like being hungry and wanting to be fed. An expression as a result from my vulnerability; A sign of happiness…?