The sexual side doesn't corrupt it for me. When I am in that headspace, it doesn't feel adult. It just feels like an extension of my innocence. I can be in this headspace and be extremely excited and end up napping sleeping onto a 5 foot teddy bear drinking from a bottle.
I don't know if that makes sense to anyone else because sex for them ejects them from their innocent headspace. Not sure how to really explain it. The best way that I can think of is that I have an itch, and this itch is like being hungry and wanting to be fed. An expression as a result from my vulnerability; A sign of happiness…?